Daily reflection _ what daily conversation do we have?

WHAT DAILY CONVERSATION DO WE HAVE?
Where shall we find the faith-renewing water we need? To whom shall we go?
Deacon John Ruscheinsky
These next Sundays of Lent place three significant symbols of our faith before us: water, light and life. The Gospel narrative today with the Samaritan woman is about water which, from earliest times, has also been associated with catechumens preparing for baptism. This story is also a favorite for many of us. First, we can identify with Jesus' very human condition as He approaches the well. He is tired from his travels and thirsty in a very arid place. Second, we cherish the conversation between Him and the woman who arrives by herself at midday to draw water. We feel as if we are given a privileged place, and are allowed to listen in on a personal conversation. Of course, we soon realize that it is not just a personal conversation at all, but is actually meant for each of us listening in. We hear the story of a woman whose life changes from unbelief to faith -- and still more --- she becomes an apostle to the Samaritan people, one who proclaims Christ to others.
What is true for the woman is true for us. In the midday heat of life, as we try to live faithful lives, we find ourselves needing refreshment to stay the course --indeed, to keep us even wanting to try! The struggle to live as Christians can feel, at times, like a trek in a dry place. In daily life there often is little around us that refreshes or supports our faith. Where shall we find the faith-renewing water we need? To whom shall we go? Today's readings remind us.
The first reading tells us of the thirst the people of Israel had. The story gets right to the point. The people are thirsty and God gives them the water they need. To their question, "Is the Lord in our midst or not?" the answer is straightforward, "Yes, indeed!" God will not let these people die in the desert. Paul shows us another way that God quenches our thirst. He tells the Romans they are "justified by faith." We need the water that cleanses us of sin and our alienation from God and from each other. In our desert we could not provide that life-giving water, but God could -- and did! Paul tells us of God's love for sinners and the free gift of faith we have been given in the waters of baptism. In effect, Paul is answering our question, "Is God in our midst, or not?" His answer is, "Yes indeed!" When Paul tells the Romans they have been "justified by faith," he is reminding them that the beginning of their new life, their baptismal gift of faith, comes, not by their own efforts, but from God. Or, as Jesus says in the Gospel, "If you knew the gift of God..." -- all is gift. We can't make the gift happen; we can't produce water in our deserts, but we need the gift to survive and to continue each day to take one more step to life with God.
There are lots of daily conversations we have: some are trivial -- to kill time. Others are necessary -- we ask for directions; we call for a doctor's appointment; ask a spouse to pick up a child after school; and so on. But other conversations are more life-shaping, and we must have them: we make commitments to one another; begin a new friendship; cement an old one; attempt to mend divisions, etc. These are conversations of significance and they are essential for our having a meaningful life. In today's Gospel we get to listen in on one of these conversations because of who she is and who Jesus is, the conversation goes quickly to the heart of the matter. It quickly addresses issues of importance, like: Who am I? Where am I going? What am I doing? What change do I need to make in my life? Am I happy with things as they are? These are significant issues, perhaps not the stuff of most everyday conversations -- but periodically we must address them. We need to stop the rush of our lives, sit by some well of refreshment, as the woman did, take a breath, pause to reflect by ourselves, or with someone who is significant and ask the questions that count -- to have a "conversation of significance."
In the responsorial psalm we acclaim: "If today you hear His voice, harden not your hearts" (Ps 95.) For He is our God, and we are the people He loves and shepherds. He never gives up on us and He guides us with His loving hand!
The woman at the well had set a good example for us: she was willing to break the pattern of her routine, ask important questions, listen to the answers and make the adjustments necessary in her life. She is a word of encouragement for any of us who might hold back or feel shy of having a completely open conversation with Jesus. Her courage gives us courage; she prods our faith, as does Paul today when he reminds us that "while we were still sinners Christ died for us."
God truly does deserve time with us each day in conversation...