Daily reflection _ what is our desire?

WHAT IS OUR DESIRE?
To be first, one must be last and, not only that, but one must be a servant of all.  
Deacon John Ruscheinsky
We compare ourselves with others and desire their praise often. The appetite for glory and greatness seems to be inbred in us. Who doesn't cherish the ambition to be "somebody" whom others admire rather than a "nobody"? Even the Psalms speak about the glory that God our Father has destined for you and I. "You have made them a little lower than God, and crowned them with glory and honor" (Ps 8:5). We also read in today's Responsorial Psalm how important we are to our heavenly Father. If we commit our lives to the Lord, He will help His children (cf Ps 37:5), for we must trust in Him and do good deeds in our lives.
Jesus Christ predicts His suffering, death, and resurrection three times in the Gospel of Mark. Each time the disciples fail to understand what He means. They think that being the Messiah means glory and power. Rather, Jesus defines it in terms of suffering and death on a cross. Because of this, Jesus follows up His prediction with a corrective teaching to help them understand. He emphasizes His teaching that to be first, one must be last and, not only that, but one must be a servant of all. Jesus Christ uses a little child to illustrate what He means. Jesus points to the child as an example of what a disciple should be - He is pointing to the lowest status available. This is what it means to be a servant of all. It is all about following Jesus, Who gives His life for others, not having a deep desire for power, glory, and wealth. It is a very difficult and challenging teaching for them and for us, today.
Jesus, Himself, is our Model. "The Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve" (Mt 20:28). And St. Paul said, "He emptied Himself and took the form of a servant...God opposes the proud, but gives grace to the humble" (Phil 2:7; Jas 4:6).
What do you desire?